Well, its more like...Gluttony told me that Envy would be heartbroken if I died. So I talked to him about it, because I...didn't want to survive. I didn't want to stay if it meant I would become that monster in the future.
[And a sigh- there's deep fondness over the connection, gratitude, hope.]
But now I...want to stay for him. I don't want to make him sad.
[There's a bit of discomfort here. You could call it cringe.]
It's...very complicated. Essentially, they're a magical being that is a reflection of what I will become in the future. So not exactly a future me, but...given how evil they are, clearly my fate is not one that results in good things for others.
...Okay, so I don't get what any of that means, but...what Misa does know is that love is always the answer! So if you're staying because you love En-san, then that's good!
[ and in response, misa emanates a similarly lovey feeling! she lifts her hand to her chest, and while there's a moment of awkwardness when she remembers their hearts don't beat anymore, it quickly passes and gives way to warm fuzzies again. ]
What I'm feeling right now is the way En-san makes you feel, right?
It's not forcing! It's more like... hm... he already agreed to be with you in the first place, right? So there has to be something about you that he likes, too. Once you figure out what that thing is, then you keep doing it so he realizes how much he cares that you're doing it for him.
[ she is literally the worst person to go to for relationship advice ]
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But aww... that's pretty sweet. Who confessed to who?
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[And a sigh- there's deep fondness over the connection, gratitude, hope.]
But now I...want to stay for him. I don't want to make him sad.
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Wait, so... evil Douchan is the future you? But you're here now!
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It's...very complicated. Essentially, they're a magical being that is a reflection of what I will become in the future. So not exactly a future me, but...given how evil they are, clearly my fate is not one that results in good things for others.
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So . . . who are you?
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I'm...just me. I'm Ashiya Douman. A humble Buddhist priest from Harima. An onmyouji who helps with the Bureau of Onmyo, at times.
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[But there again, there is that deep, deep fondness, impossible to ignore.]
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What I'm feeling right now is the way En-san makes you feel, right?
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[Ah, that...warm feeling...]
Yes, that's...similar, but...what does it mean?
[u idiot]
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Douchan, that's love!!
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[IDIOT]
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If there's anything that Misa is sure about, it's love! Trust me!
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[can you imagine this giant jester man cowering from these tiny teenage girl fists because that's what's happening]
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Then stop being dumb! You should be proud of your feelings for En-san if he makes you as happy as he does!
[ a surge of determination...!! ]
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B-but what if its just me? What if I like him more than he likes me?
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You do whatever you can to make him love you.
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[PARDON??]
I-I'm not going to force him to love me!
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[ she is literally the worst person to go to for relationship advice ]
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[:thinking emoji:]
Could it be...multiple things? I-I don't know what exactly it might be, if its one thing...
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You've been in love, right, Misa? I believe you mentioned that during your execution...
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Uh-huh. Why do you think I can talk about it like an expert?
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How did you two know? That you wanted to be together.
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